CAFE

It's Sunday. Yes, juggling between K-pop, work and life is hard. Now that my exams are approaching lecturers are giving us more work. It's like an alarm is set off every single near end of semester, they like to pick on us during these times. Tests, assignments and research work.

My first exam will be on the 5th May and will end on 11th May. U-Kiss is coming to Brunei for a fan-meet on the 29th May and I am utterly excited for that. Even when I'm not really a big fan of U-Kiss but this is the first time any Korean idol visits Brunei. Next thing you know people like IU and 2PM starts dropping by and I am all ready for that. I bought tickets too for U-Kiss :D I really wanna see Kevin. KEVIN >.<

Yes this Kevin :D HOMAIGAD I am so psyched :D

Okay I need to: finish Jungle Fish 2 (The first seriously realistic Korean drama I've ever came across), watch Yongseo's last episode (part 1 and 2, I couldn't bring myself to watch part 1 last week), watch Oh My School Ep16, Tumblr, study my Quantum Mechanics, study my Modern Physics, study my Fluid Mechanics, study my Korean, check if any of the American series I'm watching are updated and end this post.

look at Yoseob being all surprised at how much things I need/want to do. Lol

Toodles~
Qibah

그남자 (That Man)

Now I remember why I'm always asleep early whenever semester starts... I'm so freaking tired. Mondays and Tuesdays are fine... Wednesdays are hell... Thursdays are a relief. I don't even have time for Korean stalking/hunting on Tumblr. Thank goodness my Saturdays are free.

Monday: Mechatronics
Tuesday: Korean
Wednesday: Atomic Physics, Modern Physics and Quantum Mechanics
Thursday: Korean and Quantum Mechanics

On Wednesday nights I die am really tired.

For two days in a row I've been doing something about my weight. I've been walking around the neighbourhood as exercise. At least I'm doing something I like: walking under the blue sky. So now I have friends... There's 11 year old Zur and 10 year old Alin. They're siblings but Zur is very pretty. I don't have a picture to prove that so you'll just have to trust my judgement on this.

I tried hanging out with teens from my neighbourhood today and omg, was I like that? I don't think so... They flirt with every single guy that comes along... It was crazy! Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Zur and Alin again... Sigh~ I don't fit in with teens anymore. I feel old.

Or maybe I'm the young one ;D

Toodles~
Qibah

왜 이러니 (Why Are You Like This?)

Second day of the fourth semester and I haven't had a real class. Yesterday, my class was cancelled so I spent a whole hour fangirling with strangers (I know their names now, but they were total strangers). Today, I just had a meeting from 4pm till 5pm (but it ended at 4.30pm) for the Korean class timetable. It's so good to see 김손생님 again. She's as cute as ever.

She told us about a Korean singing competition. I can't sing but I think I want to try out :D Just for the fun of it, I know a lot of songs. I want to do a 2AM song or a BEG song... Alone? LOL or a 2PM song with a band, we can be Bruneian SNSD ahhaha As much as I want to sing IU's Good Day I don't think I can reach her high notes then continue singing normally after that. I would forever be not able to talk if I do. I can already imagine the audience going

when I sing. Sigh~ Why can't I sing? When I like singing so much... I have a 10am class tomorrow :) Physics~

Toodles~
Qibah

Dang Dang Dang

Today is the last day of 2010. In ten days the new semester starts :( Let me show you a GIF that shows my exact feeling on this:

I don't wanna leave the kpop world so sooooonnnnn!!! When semester starts I have to limit my number of hours spent on kpop searching on Tumblr. This is making me want to run out in the rain (It's sunny right now) and just cry and start shaking my head like Seulong with his boobs.

I think the results are coming soon too. I forgot everything about it (Though I did check every single day). UGHHHH!!! I can't wait till summer holidays. Oh and I've decided, the GIFs, I'm limiting them to one GIF per post. lol Expect lots of post from me in one day hahahahaha

Toodles~
Qibah

Sorry (Dear Daddy)

Let's see... I've posted 2 times today. But all of them were useless. Oh so so useless haha But then again it could be useful to... certain people.

Holidays

My holiday have started from 1st December 2010, 4PM and so far it's a boring one. Well, it could be worse. I've had three invitations to go out (once on 4th December 2010, 5th December 2010 and 11th December 2010) but I've only gone out once.

4th December 2010: Diyanah, Syidah, Qidah, Erna, Izun, Waqi, Ameen, Zana, Ajis, Dibah and Dayat brought me to go out to the beach but unfortunately I had to baby-sit Aisyah for the day. Then, I found out that they had thrown me a joint surprise belated birthday party (With Izun, Erna, Syikin, Waqi and Ajis)! I felt so guilty, the most in my entire 20 years of life.  I'm really sorry :(

5th December 2010: The same group (excluding the guys) brought me out again but unfortunately my mother didn't feel well to drop me off or to pick me up again after the outing so I had to not go. I'm really sorry, again :(

11th December 2010: I went for sushi with Fadhil and Hanis (Nadia and Lisah couldn't make it). Catching up was nice. Ice-cream was nicer :D 

Half a month till this holiday ends and what have I been doing? Watched Mary Stayed Out All Night & All My Love, Fan-girl about 2PM way too much, Discovered that I no longer hate Yoona as much as I did way back when, Wooyoung, Wooyoung, Wooyoung, Tumblr, Realised that I'm no longer close with some people that I used to be close with (and regret it) and lots of other stuff.

I'm hungry.

I know I shouldn't eat junk food and stuff.

But I don't care.

and keep on eating

Until next time then :D

Toodles~

Qibah

Ice Cream

Well I'm suppose to do my report right now but as usual I'm distracted by the internet. That's so Qibah hahaha Falling down and being clumsy is also a "that's so Qibah" according to the group that I talked to this morning. Also, being all spaced out and slow is also a "that's so Qibah". Yeah, thanks gais... I now know I'm like this...


Can't I control my natural clumsiness or my forgetfulness or my slowness? If I can then please tell me how. I am desperate to know lol


But I've tried... And I can't! Really! I'm just meant to be the girl you laugh at because she tripped and fell on her bum or her face. She trips on almost anything: flat land, chairs, flat land, a minor bump on the road, flat land, stairs, flat land, etc... Oh wait, have I said flat land?


Summary of this post: I'm not good at walking. I'm slow. I'm forgetful. There's nothing good about me ahahaha.


On a happier another note, mid-semester break just ended and my English teacher gave us more work to do. Why is this happy? I have no idea... I just found out we have a Korean listening test tomorrow (I haven't prepared at all)... Again, this is not happy. I have TWO reports to submit on Thursday (but I'm almost done, so I guess this is a good news?). Adeq's going back to UK soon, FML not happy.


I had to cancel the word "happy" in the last paragraph. There's nothing happy going on in my life right now. I just have to be happy that I'm alive and is eating well. Alhamdulillah.


I guess I can be happy when I'm working, not right now when I'm studying which makes me want to just finish my masters if I get the chance without starting work because if I like the work that I'm doing I won't want to leave it for studying in university. So if I get the chance I'll do my masters, Insya Allah.


Toodles~
-Qibah-

사랑사랑사랑

Oh my gosh... UBD. It would be fine if I didn't have to take LE-1502: something something for Global Workplace or more commonly known as English. It's so FREAKING boring! The time is also inconvenient... 8am-10am then 12pm-1pm. I could've just gone home after 10am but nooooo~ there's another English hour after a 2 hours break. Thank God I actually have friends in that class, Mush and Shikin :)


Okay...


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Got To Believe

Now, while the Gennext Information System is being a female dog when I'm trying to register my modules I'm gonna blog.


Oh wait cancel that, you're awesome Miss Gennext Information System, please work... I assume you're a miss since you're having mood swings and making me really frustrated and stuff. WHATTAYA WANT FROM MEEEEEEEEEH???


I think putting wedding rings in edible things is dangerous.

I can't stop looking at this. Seriously.

Toodles~

-Qibah-

PS. YAY! GIS works now

Brand New Day

I've had the chance of watching two Korean dramas with Mahzuz so far: You're Beautiful and Boys Over Flower. What I have to say about this is that he's extremely emotional in watching them. Yeah, sure... I cry, that's normal. A boy like him on the other hand goes "Ngapa ia kan bini bini atu???" and "Kaaaaaa, liat lagiiiiii!!!! Just ONE episode lagi!!!" and that continues until it's 3am.

He doesn't like other dramas though. I think it's because he likes lots and lots of pretty boys, I'm just unsure about this. I don't think he likes the girls except for Go Mi Nam and that's because she was acting as a boy. Yeah, the good old times when we would watch awesome Korean Dramas with me~

Now, Mahzuz is a changed boy. He starts playing football with the neighbor's kids. He starts bonding with Fadiddles, Waqi and Dao, boys way older than him lah basically.  He starts playing WoW and bla bla bla. 

Now I know how those toys in Toy  Story feel. Neglected. Nada tia lagi my little sister, Mahzuz. She was replaced by a little brother, Mahzuz. Ew.

HAYATUL IS BACK BEEE TEEE DOUBLE YOUUUU!!!! SHE JUST TEXTED ME!!! 

"Hi, ani Hayatul =p"

That secretive girl!

Adeq is also back. People from You Kay have been arriving (though ada urang atu ke Kay Ell). Yay~

Toodles~

-Qibah-

PS. How come no one keeps diaries anymore?

Burning Up

I've finally understood how my keyboard works. Ever since Aisyah accidentally spilled poured mango juice all over it it's been acting weird.


In the morning it works perfectly fine. I've provided an explanation for this: My air-conditioner is off throughout the night so the juice that's in the crack are soft/melted.


At night it's really hard to press. Another explanation: My air-conditioner is on from afternoon therefore the juice solidifies, thus hardens the keys.


:D I'm so proud of myself.


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Loser

Yesterday, in Miri one of my fingers bled because it was caught on Aisyah's stroller and now it's super painful under the water.


Today, I tripped and fell on the staircase of my house.


When will the clumsiness end?


Today's post is dedicated to this single human soul called "Muhammad Nur Mahzuz Labib Bin Abdul Razak". 


He likes to add my friends on Facebook and somehow loves Dao (Haji Muhammad Firdaus) from head to toe. He tells me impossible lies just to see if I would believe it... Usually I do. He likes Naruto and Pokemon. He thinks he's all that (and I'm not just saying this because I'm annoyed with him but he says it himself, "I'm awesome" "Aku handal" "Aku baik" "Lawa aku ani ah?"). A know it all by birth. He thinks people his age are cool. He also thinks people my age are cool but only the guys (Dao... Fadhil... Etc...). I liked it better when he was small and couldn't talk (he was cuter then). He's itchy all the time. When he reads this I will be killed. *nervous laugh*


A bit of his background then:


He's 13 turning 14 this September. He's currently studying at Sekolah Menengah SMJA in year 8. His hobby includes playing street football and games (consoles, computer, etc...). His favourite food includes Italian and murtabak. His favourite colour is (I'm just guessing because I don't really know for certain) Red or Brown and maybe Blue... His favourite drink is solid Milo. His favourite TV shows are Glee, South Park, Chuck, CSI, etc... He likes imitating Glee and (somehow) The Beatles. His three favourite songs now are Hello originally sung by Lionel Richie but covered by Glee's Rachel Berry and Jessie St. James, Dream On originally sung by Aerosmith and covered by Glee's Bryan Ryan (played by the awesome Neil Pattrick Harris) and Will Schuester and A House Is Not A Home covered by Glee's Kurt Hummel. Mahzuz is a super intelligent alien from outer space, that's why his head is larger than life itself. True Story.


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Love Revolution

I want a you in my life. You are like the air in my life. I want a you in my life. I want to breath with you everyday. You in my life. I love you forever~

For those having exams at the moment, good luck. For those not, enjoy.

Now that the allowance is out again people would start forgetting I exist. LOL 

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a desperate attempt to get people to bring me out. HAHA! I'm hungry for London Kebab/Casbah people and Italian~

hahaha apakan...

Toodles~

-Qibah-

One Less Bell To Answer

Being the handal person I am I just found the Kacang Bros' blog LOL. Apakan.


Anyways... I'm re-watching Gakuen Alice (plus I'm stalking watching the Sweet Potato seohyun-yonghwa couple). I love animes. Yes I do.


You know what this post means? The nointernetforaweek failed miserably. Oh well~ I caved anyway during the second day.


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Buka Hatimu

I'm. Exhausted.


Going out is exhausting my energy. I should just stay indoors and baby sit Aisyah *yawn*.


Let's try that nointernetforaweek thing and not go out for a week. Social shut down. Okay. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED! Starting tomorrow.


Happy birthday ABDB


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Hound Dog

Ow... My. Voice. Is. Gone.


And it has been replaced with some husky voice. This is what happens when you hang out with people that loves karaoke so much. If I have to sing more high notes this week I bet anything that my voice would be gone. lol.


But honestly. I can't wait to see them again especially my wifey. Wifey, I miss you.


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Paparazzi

"I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me, papa-paparazzi"

It's raining pretty heavily. Mahzuz is pretty annoyed with my singing. I pretty much LOVE singing. Waqi never fails to pretty much make me laugh. My throat hurts pretty badly.


HAHA I wasted 30 seconds of your life reading that.


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Paper Doll

It's raining really heavily. Well I woke up from my nap because of that, I slept on a super hot day and woke  up because of the noise. I hate it when my nose is runny. lol Talking about two completely different things. Well not entirely different, my runny nose started because I was walking in the rain and according to Fadhil he likes walking in the rain because he can cry and no one would know.


"Bukan aku buat wah tuuuu!" - Fadhil


Aisyah is asleep next to me. Well she woke up crying and she fell back asleep.


What am I blogging about? I guess I don't have anything to blog about and started vomiting nonsense. Usually I vomit unicorns and rainbow, now I vomit nonsense. Well if you see rainbows and unicorns as nonsense, then you would say that I vomited nonsense since the day I was born. Some people would say I vomit traffic lights. I like colours. I'm a walking and breathing traffic light.


Do you know why I'm so random? Well, because I'm very easily distracted... Even if you change the topic once I wouldn't remember my original purpose of talking to you. Like for example I came to ask something, and you didn't answer and just talked about the weather, I'd completely forget what I asked and jump deeper into that topic you talked about. What has this got to do with being random? I don't know.


I see this have been an utterly waste of post... Oh well~


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Highway To Hell

As you all know... I am free from my exams & studying and I have abundant free time. Problem is (#1): I can't drive. Yeah so if people are bringing me out I need to ask my mom or my dad to send me. Problem is (#2): My parents aren't that free to send me everywhere. I need to learn how to drive... A.S.A.P!

So since I started my holiday I've only been in 2 outings. One with Lingy, Hanis and Fadhil for sushi and after that movie with Fadhil and Hanis (Robin Hood). The second one with Lingy, Michelle, Ihsan and Gary for sushi (again after two days from the first sushi). I don't think I can make it to Karaoke today with the MIB gang + Wifey + Uncle + Zatil + Hello Kitty + Ameen because my mom is quite busy and even if she's free later at 2 she needs to rest too. This is why I NEED to take my driving lessons (yeah, I was done with my Law class months ago). I miss Farah, Fang, Nisa, Fayen and Izzul. We used to have brunch every Monday and now I haven't seen them for an extremely long time, plus Farah, Nisa, Fayen and Izzul is working now.

Mien! I hate holidays... But at the same time I LOVE HOLIDAYS! For two different reasons. Hate because I can't see my friends regularly. Love because well, obviously, because there's no need to study, no assignments, no exams, no tests, no need to wake up early (though I still wake up quite early everyday), no need to shower in the cold morning water, etc.... So much reasons to love holidays but only one reason to hate it. Sigh~

LOL Ranting Qibah?

Toodles~

-Qibah-

Nu ABO

In 5 hours I will have my freedom. Probably a week after this I will realise I really don't want freedom, what I want is something to do, but what the heck... I WANT FREEDOM NOW! *points to the ground*


I know other people have been free from exams for a long time sudah *cough*daofadhilhanismushfarahmichellenisafayenwaqiizzul*cough* and I'm probably one of the last people finishing their exam but I don't care... I want it over and besides I have only 3 exams... I need to really learn driving... Like really...


Toodles~
-Qibah-

Ma Belle Evangeline

2 days till anthropology exam and 4 days till Electricity and Magnetism exam and I'm....


Blogging :D


Watching Princess and Frog


Chatting/Emesen-ing (however you want to call it)


Singing.


See how I lack this little thing called: Fear. I need it and I need it bad.


Toodles~
-Qibah-